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It's Not Blood, It's Juice from a Berry

by hansmole

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1.
Katabasis 03:33
speak from the plains, yet still not plainly in past, would choose to describe myself thus: "i'm a dionysian" but if demeter demands it i can search, "how to peel a pomegranate" descent, ascent break it into thirds it'll make it easier to swallow the seed which grows the culture of rest a threat descent, ascent
2.
Yoke 03:09
ring a bell over my head sing it, sibilant, to send some sense into it but don't think for a second that the child has emerged pink and bruiseless i can't hold the ropes to yoke an oxen in the palm of my hand and i can't hope to sew anything near as bold as a shroud, clung to i am made very heavy by the warp and the weft you may hope for a little gold as if it's my cause to make gold from dross wine, water, milk, honey, and a little juice from a myrtle berry stretch one thread between a tambour and see if it don't yoke
3.
Jasmine I 03:32
if i had to give it a name it'd be "jasmine" a waft, a presence, an occupied absense that always gets wet when left in the rain and here it comes again to give it a shape is a dangerous thing to feed it, water it, comfort it to banish it and punish it to build it up and embody it to empty myself of all of it to turn on my heel and run from it to take it up as a mantle with no more meagre mettle but here it comes again
4.
Pure Chaos 01:51
can i get a round of waters before i spill something that embarrasses me the next time i see these people does anyone here have a phone i can use to place a call? mine's on two percent, and i'm running low on data i need to call my voicemail and see if the hotline has gotten back to me i'm waiting to see who's placed the joke on me "hello you've reached the voice mailbox of one who, most sincerely, we believe to be a pox and a blight on the cherished institution of declaring one's love for another person"
5.
Buoyancy 03:13
what buoyancy comes as it's poured away what weight delivered on the back of the day it's a terror on the spirit if i don't want, what is it that i do? a line made by talking, a circuitous route it's a terror on the spirit
6.
write a poem, put a tune to it but will it make a difference? will the gesture be wasted? is the art of it tested patience? when i put the ink to notebook is the symbol sun or sawblade? all i know is, the points rip through and they come through as a cascade whether light or something less warm the chance to cause harm is high what point of light?
7.
where is the core of the curse coming from is it poison or just enchantment? does it rot from the inside out or the outside in is it fetid or cherished? will i burn if i take a drop to drink if i give a drop to drink, if i take a drop to drink?
8.
Wormroot 02:11
seek some new suffering some new source some illness, some cheap dream some quick turnover, high-yield state of being some new wound some salt in hand dug from the earth, plucked from the land a little wormroot, a little piece of blue lapis lazuli
9.
Jasmine II 02:10
always reaching for a common jasmine flower only making the season grow longer in which no bloom appears under the fingers of the reaching hand it doesn't wilt, but thrives with no shadow cast by the grasper, it's silent so if the sun gets through the fingers may the grip never close may the flower bloom at distance with no ill omens from the unsatisfied to cast a colour agains the bloom if it grows, bless it even if no water comes from the hand to feed it the common jasmin flower is hardly common
10.
Asphodel 03:58
test it, is it ferrous? "no, i find myself to be embarrassing" describe an empty vessel "a nalgene on a bedside table, without an ounce of mettle" if it's not ferrous can it at least boast an inherent porousness? a little like linen, a little more given to temperament and indecision than clay and it tears on the bias if the cure to all my woes is found in my opposite can i be considered fit to carry through on the little bit i've been entrusted with? and meanwhile, the asshole gets asphodel
11.
Heft 02:57
i am water running on a gentle slope and after a headwind and a crest on a swell i want only to have my gathering rain not threaten to overflow i just want to blow the froth off some cold ones to see the future as unwrinkled cloth a wan grey, a pale, thin weave gaps in the weft, the sand sifts through and lands on my shoulders in a hideous weight heft i just want to blow the froth off some cold ones
12.
Anabasis 03:01
should i hurl the sword into the lake and let the lady take it? you know, she's used to taking bullshit what's a little more of it? should i follow the pleasure principle and drink the ichor? it's not blood it's juice from a berry i'm what you might call "ready earth"

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released October 13, 2023

Written and recorded by Hannah van Adrichem
Mixed and mastered by Nick Joy

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